。。。。。。。棋棋的部落格。。。。。。。

2008-07-06T18:12:00.000-04:00

A new template~ but I have went back to xanga already... just tag my xanga thru my dairies ^^

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2008-03-26T22:32:00.001-04:00

李克勤個BB仔!!! 好cutie!!

Hacken Lee's concert was great... the concert was on March 18, 2008 @ Casino Rama... My first time being in a Casino and also my first time at a concert... also my first time playing the slot machine... lost $5... slot machines aren't easy, especially if ur just playing with $5... I'm never gambling again... I have no luck at all... so why bother wasting money leh?? But it was my first time... first try of everything ^^

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2008-02-24T19:50:00.000-05:00

LUCKY~ I picked up $10 last night in the restaurant on one of the chairs... ho ho ho~! ^

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2008-02-22T11:33:00.005-05:00

I'm so glad I could had in-depth talks with Stephy at retreat. It was really fun with just the two of us chatting and being able to talk about anything... also thank you for Cordelia for teaching us how to make 糖水, thank you. Cordelia really look like 莫文蔚!!! Also thanks for those who made retreat possible.

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開心果走了

On Monday February 23 at 8:23pm, 肥肥, 沈殿霞, passed away... I feel sad for 欣宜, she's just either the same age as me or a year older than me and having to lose her mother and grandmother at the same "time"... leaving her with no close family is a very devastated thing for her to 面對... don't talk about her dad, her dad has his own family, it wouldn't be as 溫暖 as her mother's.

欣宜：「我會爭氣，我會乖……」 so touching T.T
I can relate how she's feeling right now and at that moment when her mother passed away. It's a horrible feeling watching or knowing one of your loved ones die but it also is a motivation or lesson to strengthen oneself. Losing something precious and valuable enables one to learn and mature.

肥姐,我們永遠懷念您!!

Celebrities are gradually passing away... life is so simple... everyone dies, and sometimes I wonder why are we alive and what are we living for? The most important thing in a person's life is what that person did during his or her lifespan and how much he or she contributed to the community or to the world that makes one's life precious, valuable and meaningful.

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I bought a new desktop last night @ BestBuy... it's an Acer, 3GB Ram, 500GB hard drive, video card is way better than the one I have now... finally I get to have a new desktop... the desktop I have now is from 6 years ago or something... it was bought when my family and I first moved to Newmarket, it was also a second hand from my sister... =.= finally a new desktop of my own~ ^^ Desktops are very cheap now and the specs are pretty good too... Though, Hp and Dell are top of the line, but I heard from people that both aren't really that good... it's just the name... all computers are actually kinda just similar... it doesn't really matter which one is better than which... I heard that Dell and Sony's batteries exploded or something causing their reputation to decrease a bit and also resulting their price to drop...

I went to the movies with Allan, John and Jane that night as well, after BestBuy. We watched "Jumper". It was a good movie, original plot... a pretty cool technique to have... though, the ending was kinda unexpected, like how it ended like that is kinda dull...

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2008-02-13T22:11:00.003-05:00

I dont know why but I've been procrastinating lately... I've been doing all my assignments on the night before it's due... sigh... why cant I focus on doing it a few days early? I cant take my eyes off of dramas ><

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I want this bag so much >< it's so pretty... I would buy it... but too bad this pink one is out of stock... they only have the black ones in stock =.=

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2008-02-12T22:30:00.003-05:00

My thoughts on those sex photos...

At first I really was disappointed in Gillian for doing it with Edison and willing to have her photos taken... everyone must think it's a whore act or something... at first I thought that too... but then having a deeper thought of it... it's mostly Edison's fault for doing it with so many female celebrities... maybe Gillian and the other female celebrities did make a mistake on falling into Edison's handsome look trap... but who doesnt want a pretty boy? When you first lay eyes on Edison, didnt u think he was cute or handsome? Everyone makes mistakes, the important thing is that we learn from them... Celebrities are humans too... And the sex thing... sex is a normal thing... everybody have sex. Sex is a part of life, but some people are ashamed of it... if they're ashame of sex then... they're still a little kid... grow up!!! Ya those pictures are a bad influence on children, since Twins are children's role models... but wt made those children look at those picture in the first place?? Either those kids are bad themselves, or their parents/guardians are bad for letting them seeing those photos. As for those parents who just tell their kids that Edison and the female celebrities did this and that... they shouldnt judge so quickly and be all stereotyped at those pictures. It's not like the parents themselves dont have sex at all... If it's the doings of taking those pictures that's the main concern, well, everyone wants to try something new every once in a while... wt's wrong with having a wild side occasionally? (though Edison is just way overboard, but that's just him...) they are in their 20s... all 20s want to be wild, try dangerous things... that's life! and for those who have a problem with that, then their life is just dull...
The person who stole those pictures is just wrong... and those exposing them online are just... arrrrgh, illegal!! It's unethical to expose someone's pictures (especially naked pictures) to others... worse when it's around the whole world!
So I give my support to Gillian (not rly to the others haha)... she knows her lesson now... and she really regretted it... she has matured... so give her a break media!! Her fans still support her which Im grateful of... Just cheer up 阿嬌, this will be old news... just focus on your career and do your best!!

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2008-02-11T23:47:00.000-05:00

That feeling 又來了。。。為甚麽她一出現它就來呢？而他莫名其妙地辦到沒甚麽的這樣子。太受不了！可惡！！

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2008-02-07T21:42:00.000-05:00

This is so sad... it's so hard to find someone to go see the Spice Girls' concert with me... either they don't know who they are, not a fan of theirs or dont want to pay that much money to see them... =.= now I know the benefits of having Caucasian friends... >< not to be racist or anything but usually only Caucasians would know the Spice Girls, are a fan of theirs and would actually go see their concerts and see the precious value in seeing them for the last time at this concert... cuz after this world tour thing, Spice Girls would be gone forever! And it's been 10 yrs since the 5 girls are together again.... this is like once in a lifetime moment!!!

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2008-02-06T16:57:00.001-05:00

Just know that the Spice Girls are still having concerts at Toronto... there are 25 and 26 of Feb... now Im definitely going to the 26th one since it's a Tuesday!!! So Lucky... no work and no school that day for me~ Woohoo~!! Who will go with me ar?? It's cheaper to buy tickets if I go with more ppl... contact me asap if u wanna go with me on the 26th of Feb at 7:30pm at Air Canada!!! FAST!!

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Today 十份唔好運 lor... I was planning on going to see 林峰 with 阿Sa tonight ga ma... but it has to be today to have a snow storm lor... right on 連三十晚... Great, 我既跨年就是在家裏很悶地度過了。。。無得去睇林峰，很不爽啊！！唔開心啊！！唔得，我一定要去睇 the Spice Girls 在二月二十六晚！！一定一定！！

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2008-02-05T15:04:00.000-05:00

I got my new glasses today la~ Old glasses bye bye la~ lol I look so different with thick frames... I guess I look a bit more mature gwa... ooo the glasses case is soo pretty hehe... pretty pink ^^

I went back to that JCY House today to ask about my black Juicy mittens... but the lady said one of the workers bought it when she was off... ha ya right, she prolly doesnt wanna sell it for the cheap price that she said she'd sell me if there's new stock... o well, I guess I'll have to browse another JCY House for the mittens la~

Also today my parents and I went to eat Sushi on 7 at Hwy 7... we originally wanted to go to 金馬茶餐廳 ge... but it was closed till Feb 8 lor... so we randomly saw this Sushi on 7 near by... so decided to go there instead of going back on steeles to eat another 茶餐廳 le... dou ok ma ma la the food...

Yay, I received my Auntie Helen's package lu~ there're 3 packs of colour pens la, a Mandarin book la, and some cell phone cleaning straps ^^

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Im sooooooooooooo sad that I couldnt go to the Return of the Spice Girls LAST concert!!! It was on a Sunday... I couldnt go anyway... if it wasn't for the stupid restaurant, I would have gone FOR SURE~!!! Now to think of it... I kinda regret... I should have BEGGED my parents to let me go and should have gotten a ride NO MATTER WHAT I had to do in order to get to Air Canada... and pay NO MATTER what the price was for the tickets... sigh... now I've missed the ONE AND ONLY chance to see the 5 girls again reunited in 10 years!!!! I remember when they were the TOP of the world, I was so in love with the Spice Girls, I used to collect their stickers, handbooks, posters, biographies, stationaries etc... and I still am and still have the handbook and stationaries ^^ and I remember when Geri left, I was devastated (tho Im a fan of Emma, but I was still sad about Geri leaving...) I never knew the reason she left.. until I watched the Giving you Everything - Spice Girls on youtube... Even when Geri left, I still loved the girls... I remembered their first album of just the 4 of them "Goodbye" was also a big hit... the song goodbye was so good~ I'm was so happy to hear that they're getting back together in 10 years... such a BIG news... hehe I used to know the lyrics to MOST of their songs... Wannabe, Say you'll be there, Mama, 2 Become 1, Too Much, Spice up your Life, Viva Forever, Stop just to name a few...

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2008-02-04T06:00:00.000-05:00

I've just started actual typing in the last 2 hours (at 4am)... I didnt have time to type over the weekend, I was just reading the articles and highlighting the points during work... Once I got to 109, I quickly got down to business... now I'm only on page 2 =.= 2 more pages to go... and it's now 6:00am haha... how much more time I need to spend to get this finished leh?

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I wanted to buy a drink before I go to my class... when I inserted the tooney into the vending machine... it wouldnt show the price that I've put in... and when I pushed the button thingy that releases the coins you've put, there was nothing... the stupid machine ate my $2!!! No fair lor... I was soo sad... what a waste of $2... note to self lor, next time when I want to buy a drink, don't go to a vending machine, rather walked 5 more mins to where I can actually buy the drink from a cashier... =.=

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So happy that I will get my new Juicy glasses tmr laaaa~!!! ^^ Yay... I wonder if I'll get used to my new look hehe xDD

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Second class of Hip Hop... we didnt continue the moves from our last class... we learned new ones today... and today's class wasnt as intense as the first class... didnt sweat as much... but moves today seemed kinda funny and weird... the part where we do this swim hand thing with our legs... haha we looked stupid... no offense :P

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2008-02-03T12:57:00.000-05:00

Oh shietz, my assignment is due tmr and I havent even started yet... sigh I've just been working working and working this weekend, and when I got to the apartment, I was too tired to think and stuff... so I fell asleep... I guess I gotta pull a all nighter tonight!!! ><

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I love this song so much...

愛在記憶中找你(歲月風雲插曲)

作曲：鄧智偉作詞：張美賢編曲：JOHNNY YIM 監製：舒文 @ZOO MUSIC

我對你這一生哪個可比
我與你差一些永遠一起
邂逅時間場地似連場好戲
要自何頁說起 Wow Ho

愛太重深呼吸欠缺空氣
愛太美輕輕的卻載不起
愛情來到時候似明媚天氣
它走了突然驟變雪落雨飛

*如果可以恨你全力痛恨你
連遇上亦要躲避
無非想放下你還是掛念你
誰又會及我傷悲
前事最怕有人提起就算怎麼伸盡手臂
我們亦有一些距離*

你太遠該怎麼說對不起
你太近一轉身卻已高飛
快樂也許太短似場流星雨
一眨眼就如幻覺怕又記起
REPEAT**

我情願我狠心憎你我還在記憶中找你

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2008-01-30T22:14:00.000-05:00

Today, I went to STC to buy my skirt at garage... I can't believe they're holding a promotion of additional 50% off of their items... Im not sure if it's off of all items even the regular ones or just the on sale items... so today I spent less than $20 on my skirt and a shirt. I should have bought more if I knew it was an addition of 50%... sigh... I cant go tmr again cuz dont wanna spend another $5 bus money... and I need to catch up on the reading for WSTC30 assignment. I guess I'll just have to miss out the 50% off lu... After garage, I went to La Senza to check out the bras and undies... I bought 2 bras and 3 undies... sigh so expensive there. I also bought the annual membership card. Spent around $60 there =.= Added $4 more for the membership card... I guess it's ok... I got 10% discount tho! Argh, stop spending so much money Jessica!!! I still gotta pay for the ccf retreat!!! I really need a way to stop me from spending $$$$~

19嵗的林宥嘉

2008-01-30T03:11:00.000-05:00

When 林宥嘉 showed up on HSH, I remembered who he was. I saw him when I was watching 超级星光大道一班 when he was singing 梁山伯與茱麗葉 with 鴨子(徐宛鈴). That was the first time seeing him and hearing his lovely voice... and on HSH, he sang 你是我的眼... and I fell in love with that song, and now I'm just all over him!! He reminds me of Derrick Lee... they kinda look alike... 林宥嘉 used to be a little bit chubbier than now, but he has lost some weight and he's so cute now! I just love him even more!! And oh my gosh, he's only 19 years old too~ ><

I want this album of his... but I cant seem to find the download for it... I wonder if they sell it in HK... hmm...

【暫存】林宥嘉

1.我愛的人(林宥嘉)
2.因為我相信
3.那首歌(林宥嘉)
4.你是我的眼Live版(林宥嘉)
5.背影(林宥嘉)
6.你是我的眼(林宥嘉)
7.你把我灌醉Live版(林宥嘉vs黃大煒)
8.我愛的人Live版(林宥嘉)
9.懸崖Live版(林宥嘉)
10.那些日子Live版(林宥嘉)
11.梁山伯與茱麗葉Live版(林宥嘉vs徐宛鈴)
12.陌生人Live版(林宥嘉)
13.Last Order Live版(林宥嘉)

14.走鋼索的人(林宥嘉)
15.到不了Live版(林宥嘉vs康康)
16.Can't Take My Eyes Off You Live版(林宥嘉)
17.你快樂所以我快樂Live版(林宥嘉)
18.半個月亮Live版(林宥嘉)
19.真的嗎Live版(林宥嘉)
20.打開愛Live版(林宥嘉)
21.Creep Live版(林宥嘉)
22.拔河Live版(林宥嘉vs蔡政霖)
23.孩子Live版(林宥嘉)
24.走鋼索的人Live版(林宥嘉)
25.老實情歌Live版(林宥嘉)
26.傳說(韓國電視劇《太王四神記》片

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2008-01-29T18:51:00.000-05:00

I think I've made up my mind on which blog to use now...

Today I went to buy new glasses and I saw this really cute Juicy glasses and it looks good on me. It's black on the outside and lavender on the inside, and it's a thick frame... a new look for a change. Then after my mommy and I went to JCY House and I saw they have the Juicy scarf and hat set that I wanted (always Juicy for me nowadays)... so my mom bargained with the lady... lol it was funny, yet a bit embarrassing... haha... but o well, the lower the price I can get is all that matters! Woot~ Go Mommy! I guess in the future, I will have to start being like that too... all bargainy to save money.

I also wanted to go to garage today to buy a skirt that I wanted... but it seemed like it was going to rain and I dont wanna crowd on the bus... so I decided not to go tonight... maybe thursday ba...

While I was waiting for my parents to pick me up from Market Village, I ate Durian Ice Cream Crepe and bought a little gift for our car ^^

It was a great day today... so happy!

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2008-01-29T01:50:00.000-05:00

又有Xanga, 又有Blogspot，不知道該用那個好。Before I wanted to use Blogspot for meaningful writings and deeper thinkings, but having more than one blog is... kinda annoying, kinda just wanna stick with one and write all the things that I wanna write on it. But Xanga is also pretty, and Blogspot seems more... mature and suitable for writing blogs... sigh, don't know which one to choose now.

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Today was the first day of hip hop class. Our teacher was late... and when she came into the studio, I was actually excited to start dancing... I've always wanted to dance hip hop.. especially breaking... I've always fond of breaking. I know my physical ability is too late to learn it now, but I still wanna try... I always tell myself, when I have a daughter in the future, I will get her to learn breaking and electric guitar (the dream that I couldn't fulfill when I was *young*). Anyway, it was a pretty fun experience today... and I sweat at the end, which was the second main reason why I registered in the dance class... is to lose some weight!! I've gained a lot of weight ever since... and ever since I started working at my parents' restaurant. I'm always eating there and eating so late... thinking back when I was at Fong's makes me scared now... Don't wanna turn out like before ever again. So I gotta watch my diet, but it's hard to resist sometimes... but I will try my best to!!! Add oil!!

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I always write blogs after midnight... after midnight is the awake time for me... the only time period where I am alone in silence... where I can think and refresh what I did today... Most of the time where I talk about my day and stuff on my blog, the date of it is actually the date before the posted date... so just a little note of that. Sorry for the bad habit that I have...

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2008-01-23T10:05:00.000-05:00

有時我覺得為甚麽我的命是這麽醜。有很多不好運的東西都發生在我的身上。比起我同我家姐，我的命是衰她多陪。兩個都是生在同一個家，但是就很不同。就連我跟她的関係程道都跟一般的姐妹都不一樣。人家說[好醜命生成]，我現在相信了。以前，還以為命運掌握在自己手中, 但是有很多東西是靠運的。甚麽時候我的運才會變好呢？

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2008-01-23T04:15:00.001-05:00

Another day full of weariness... when will I able to get some sleep?

14 Love Triangle Mystery Solved

2007-06-16T04:14:00.000-04:00

Lately I found out the answers to the Love Triangle Mystery of why suddenly from dating to becoming friends and to becoming distant nontalking... This whole issue seems so ridiculous... the relationship is realy complex and messed up... Feels like one of those soap operas... I felt sorta betrayed because I found this out myself in 4 months, and being the only one involved that didnt know about it, I really feel the world is lying to me... Not a single person told me or informed me about it... They probably don't want me to be upset or they want to hide this because if I found out the issue might be more intense than it already was because I'm SUCH an impatient person... But it really feels weird having this ending... I also find it awkward too.. Wonder how the future lies ahead of us... When will this nontalking stop? what will happen to them and us...?

13 Dreams

2007-05-05T00:45:00.000-04:00

Lately, I've been having quite a lot of those dreams... why do I keep dreaming them? Is it because I think about it too much? Or is that I really care about it? I think both... and because things always trigger this to happen, that's why it's always on my mind... Why do these things always happen in this relationship....? Is it because I picked the wrong person? Because that's just how he is and that he'll never change? Or am I being too sensitive? But I can't help it... right...??

12 Bad memories

2007-04-01T23:04:00.000-04:00

I know it's annoying to hear bad memories being bringing up all the time... but sometimes, I can't help it... I always get this fire inside me and it just makes me want to burst out and yell. Because those bad memories will follow me forever, and I will always remember them. Being with someone that gave you those bad memories is really hard to not mention them because it was that someone that did this to you and involved you in the whole thing... If I really want to forget these painful and depressing scenes, I will need someone else to heal my wounded heart... someone to make me forget, someone to give me a new start, someone to give me hope that I have lost... someone that will cherish me and make me the happiest person in the world and never let me be sad or alone...

Where are you... somebody...?

11 Sick...

2007-03-14T22:31:00.000-04:00

I hate being sick... Just when I want someone to take care of me and to be with me while I'm sick... I just have to be alone... Having a so-called bf is like having no one now... Friends and hang out time are more important... Maybe he will do it during the first few months or so of going out... but now... after many things have happened, and even though he says he still likes me... (notice the word like and not love) he's not acting like he still likes me... his actions... are... cold... maybe sometimes warm, but only sometimes... not always... isn't being together supposed to be warm and sweet and caring??? I'm not feeling anything...

10 Major Ingredient: The Real Me

2007-03-14T05:04:00.000-04:00

Many people really don't know the real me... maybe only 2 or 3 people do really know me. But the rest just make assumptions... I may act shy and quiet in front of people, but that only applies the people who aren't my good friends. Though, sometimes I am quiet to my good friends, but that's because you can't really talk non-stop... there's got to be some quiet moments... Just because I don't talk in front of a big group or to new friends or friends that I'm not really close to, that doesn't mean I'm innocent or shy... and even when you find out that I can be mean, insulting, loud or annoying... that also doesn't mean that I'm fake or anything... different people have different personalities in front of different kinds of people (so many different, but my point is, everyone is different, you can't judge someone by their appearance)... Even my own family doesn't know me that well... sometimes, I don't even know myself... but I think most people are like that... that they don't truly know themselves. But I know for sure that this is me:
- sometimes quiet
- sometimes loud
- shy (this I admit, but not in a quiet way, just no courage)
- can act silly and retarded
- hasty
- impatient
- easily jealous
- can only be mean to close friends and that they know that I'm joking
- caring for others
- willing to help friends out without expecting anything in return
- will not say no when a friend asks for help or a favour
- emotional
- can be vicious
- easily hurt (physical)
- spoiled
- a bit selfish

9 Never learn their lesson...

2007-03-14T03:19:00.000-04:00

Some people will never learn their lesson... even when things happened... and they know what they did wrong... they still don't really care or bother to change. They will just go back to the way they were. How many more people do I have to start hating again?

8 15/16

2007-03-12T22:42:00.000-04:00

Sigh... I don't know what kind of relationship this is... sometimes 忽冷忽熱... really not sure what we both want. Should I continue with this relationship or should I be cruel and just ignore it?? But sometimes these things are out of my control...

7 Tasteless...

2007-03-10T03:49:00.000-05:00

How can a relationship last if it loses trust, commitment, honesty, effort, "tum" and most important of all... Love...? Most couples are sweet and clingy for the first few months... and after that, it fades... they won't be as clingy and sweet to each other anymore... why does that happen though? Does it mean that they don't love each other as much as they first went out? Or they're bored with each other already...? Or is it because they've been together for too long that there's no need to be sweet anymore?? I think sweet is always needed in a relationship... sweet is effort... sweet is "tum", sweet is love... if a relationship is fading in those three factors... then maybe should start thinking about is this guy right for you? Can you two really go on together as a lovely couple?? Hmm... I should ask myself these questions...

6 Sour... Lime

2007-03-09T20:00:00.000-05:00

How close can a relationship of a boy and a girl be? I always think that if a boy and a girl go out for a drink or to do something with just the two of them, there is something going on between them... like either one has feelings for the other or both do... It's not that it is wrong for a boy and a girl to hang out alone, it's just that if one of them has a boyfriend or girlfriend, then it would be kinda wrong to do so. But I still don't get why would a guy, who has a girlfriend already, would still go out with a girl alone... what do they have to talk about that have to be just the two of them? Why cant they invite more people to join them or something... If they are just going out to hang and talk about random things, then why do they have to do it alone, if they are doing it alone, wouldn't that means they want to be alone with each other and learn more about the other?? Like unless the boy and the girl are extremely close, let say, extended family (non-biological family), then it would OK to talk about their issues and stuff. But it's not about issues or problems... then I don't see the suitable point for a boy and girl to hang out. Of course, hanging out, meaning calling someone out and stuff... not like the two randomly met each other at some place... It's the calling each other out that's considered to be wrong, in my case...

5 Sweet... Hana Kimi

2007-03-04T20:18:00.000-05:00

I cant believed Hana Kimi ended like that... I'm really disappointed in the ending... I really thought everything and the secret will be confessed... but interruptions kept occurring. The explanation at the end was that love has no reasons at all, no explanations, that it is just a feeling, as long as two people love each other, nothing matters. One can say that in the fantasy world... but face it, in reality... it's different. There are just too many factors to love. Jealousy, family, financial income, different personalities and more... Even if there love, it might not last forever... things will occur and come up and will fade your love... Love is the most complex feeling. And love is the only one thing that you don't know how to deal with it and keeps you worrying if you have made the right decision...

Love bites...

4 Surprised...

2007-03-04T17:21:00.000-05:00

Wow... Blogspot auto-login! lol just find that amazing...

3 我可以

2007-03-03T21:27:00.001-05:00

Great song...
作詞：林唯/蔡旻佑作曲：蔡旻佑

寄沒有地址的信
這樣的情緒有種距離

你放著誰的歌曲
是怎樣的心情能不能說給我聽

雨下得好安靜
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福(它)真的不容易
在你的背景有我愛你

我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多說明我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分離
我多麼想每一次的美麗是因為你

Though the song is really nice... I don't really agree with the lyrics... if I'm not with someone anymore because he did something wrong (say... fell in love with someone else... or cheated on me or something...), no matter how much I love that person, I wont go back with him, even if he regrets or he couldn't find someone else or he doesn't work out with his new gf/target. But I guess if we were naturally broken up because of reasons other than 3rd wheel or did something wrong... (like family, arguments and stuff) and if I still love him, then I will wait for him... of course only if he still loves me back...

2 Bitter... then Sweet

2007-03-03T13:28:00.000-05:00

Why do parents always get on our nerves?? Why do parents always have to treat us like we're still a kid? Well, at least most Chinese parents do... mine certainly do... -.- Is it really that wrong to go out at night? It's not that I go out every night... and is it really that wrong coming home after midnight...?? I get why parents worry... but I don't get why parents always yell at their kids for it... they don't have to shout and have a long discussion of why u shouldn't be going out instead u should be staying home and study or do some productive things... I find it annoying when parents always tell u to study study study... so I'm not getting good grades... and I know I should study... but I really do study (sometimes, it's not my fault that I'm not as smart as other people, *Chinese saying: no medicine to cure stupid people*)... it's just that I wanna have fun in my University years as well... sigh.... but I cant be mad or angry at my parents tho... I know how it feels being in their position... it's just that moment when they're bursting at u spontaneously... but after a while... we're one big happy family again... lol... I guess that's how family operates la... I LOVE YOU GUYS~!

1 New Opening!

2007-03-03T06:09:00.000-05:00

Sigh... I accidentally deleted my first post tim...

This is what I wrote on Friday, March 2, 2007: lol... just made this blog with Jeff today... because GiGi and Kelvin both have Blogspot =P so we decided to make one too... I"ll be writing my personal reflections and thoughts (a.k.a diary) here XD