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LUCKY~ I picked up $10 last night in the restaurant on one of the chairs... ho ho ho~! ^

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I'm so glad I could had in-depth talks with Stephy at retreat. It was really fun with just the two of us chatting and being able to talk about anything... also thank you for Cordelia for teaching us how to make 糖水, thank you. Cordelia really look like 莫文蔚!!! Also thanks for those who made retreat possible.

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開心果走了

On Monday February 23 at 8:23pm, 肥肥, 沈殿霞, passed away... I feel sad for 欣宜, she's just either the same age as me or a year older than me and having to lose her mother and grandmother at the same "time"... leaving her with no close family is a very devastated thing for her to 面對... don't talk about her dad, her dad has his own family, it wouldn't be as 溫暖 as her mother's.

欣宜：「我會爭氣，我會乖……」 so touching T.T
I can relate how she's feeling right now and at that moment when her mother passed away. It's a horrible feeling watching or knowing one of your loved ones die but it also is a motivation or lesson to strengthen oneself. Losing something precious and valuable enables one to learn and mature.

肥姐,我們永遠懷念您!!

Celebrities are gradually passing away... life is so simple... everyone dies, and sometimes I wonder why are we alive and what are we living for? The most important thing in a person's life is what that person did during his or her lifespan and how much he or she contributed to the community or to the world that makes one's life precious, valuable and meaningful.

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I bought a new desktop last night @ BestBuy... it's an Acer, 3GB Ram, 500GB hard drive, video card is way better than the one I have now... finally I get to have a new desktop... the desktop I have now is from 6 years ago or something... it was bought when my family and I first moved to Newmarket, it was also a second hand from my sister... =.= finally a new desktop of my own~ ^^ Desktops are very cheap now and the specs are pretty good too... Though, Hp and Dell are top of the line, but I heard from people that both aren't really that good... it's just the name... all computers are actually kinda just similar... it doesn't really matter which one is better than which... I heard that Dell and Sony's batteries exploded or something causing their reputation to decrease a bit and also resulting their price to drop...

I went to the movies with Allan, John and Jane that night as well, after BestBuy. We watched "Jumper". It was a good movie, original plot... a pretty cool technique to have... though, the ending was kinda unexpected, like how it ended like that is kinda dull...

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I dont know why but I've been procrastinating lately... I've been doing all my assignments on the night before it's due... sigh... why cant I focus on doing it a few days early? I cant take my eyes off of dramas ><

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I want this bag so much >< it's so pretty... I would buy it... but too bad this pink one is out of stock... they only have the black ones in stock =.=

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My thoughts on those sex photos...

At first I really was disappointed in Gillian for doing it with Edison and willing to have her photos taken... everyone must think it's a whore act or something... at first I thought that too... but then having a deeper thought of it... it's mostly Edison's fault for doing it with so many female celebrities... maybe Gillian and the other female celebrities did make a mistake on falling into Edison's handsome look trap... but who doesnt want a pretty boy? When you first lay eyes on Edison, didnt u think he was cute or handsome? Everyone makes mistakes, the important thing is that we learn from them... Celebrities are humans too... And the sex thing... sex is a normal thing... everybody have sex. Sex is a part of life, but some people are ashamed of it... if they're ashame of sex then... they're still a little kid... grow up!!! Ya those pictures are a bad influence on children, since Twins are children's role models... but wt made those children look at those picture in the first place?? Either those kids are bad themselves, or their parents/guardians are bad for letting them seeing those photos. As for those parents who just tell their kids that Edison and the female celebrities did this and that... they shouldnt judge so quickly and be all stereotyped at those pictures. It's not like the parents themselves dont have sex at all... If it's the doings of taking those pictures that's the main concern, well, everyone wants to try something new every once in a while... wt's wrong with having a wild side occasionally? (though Edison is just way overboard, but that's just him...) they are in their 20s... all 20s want to be wild, try dangerous things... that's life! and for those who have a problem with that, then their life is just dull...
The person who stole those pictures is just wrong... and those exposing them online are just... arrrrgh, illegal!! It's unethical to expose someone's pictures (especially naked pictures) to others... worse when it's around the whole world!
So I give my support to Gillian (not rly to the others haha)... she knows her lesson now... and she really regretted it... she has matured... so give her a break media!! Her fans still support her which Im grateful of... Just cheer up 阿嬌, this will be old news... just focus on your career and do your best!!

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That feeling 又來了。。。 為甚麽她一出現它就來呢？而他莫名其妙地辦到沒甚麽的這樣子。 太受不了！ 可惡！！

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This is so sad... it's so hard to find someone to go see the Spice Girls' concert with me... either they don't know who they are, not a fan of theirs or dont want to pay that much money to see them... =.= now I know the benefits of having Caucasian friends... >< not to be racist or anything but usually only Caucasians would know the Spice Girls, are a fan of theirs and would actually go see their concerts and see the precious value in seeing them for the last time at this concert... cuz after this world tour thing, Spice Girls would be gone forever! And it's been 10 yrs since the 5 girls are together again.... this is like once in a lifetime moment!!!

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Just know that the Spice Girls are still having concerts at Toronto... there are 25 and 26 of Feb... now Im definitely going to the 26th one since it's a Tuesday!!! So Lucky... no work and no school that day for me~ Woohoo~!! Who will go with me ar?? It's cheaper to buy tickets if I go with more ppl... contact me asap if u wanna go with me on the 26th of Feb at 7:30pm at Air Canada!!! FAST!!

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Today 十份唔好運 lor... I was planning on going to see 林峰 with 阿Sa tonight ga ma... but it has to be today to have a snow storm lor... right on 連三十晚... Great, 我既跨年就是在家裏很悶地度過了。。。 無得去睇林峰，很不爽啊！！ 唔開心啊！！ 唔得，我一定要去睇 the Spice Girls 在二月二十六晚！！ 一定一定！！

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I got my new glasses today la~ Old glasses bye bye la~ lol I look so different with thick frames... I guess I look a bit more mature gwa... ooo the glasses case is soo pretty hehe... pretty pink ^^

I went back to that JCY House today to ask about my black Juicy mittens... but the lady said one of the workers bought it when she was off... ha ya right, she prolly doesnt wanna sell it for the cheap price that she said she'd sell me if there's new stock... o well, I guess I'll have to browse another JCY House for the mittens la~

Also today my parents and I went to eat Sushi on 7 at Hwy 7... we originally wanted to go to 金馬茶餐廳 ge... but it was closed till Feb 8 lor... so we randomly saw this Sushi on 7 near by... so decided to go there instead of going back on steeles to eat another 茶餐廳 le... dou ok ma ma la the food...

Yay, I received my Auntie Helen's package lu~ there're 3 packs of colour pens la, a Mandarin book la, and some cell phone cleaning straps ^^

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Im sooooooooooooo sad that I couldnt go to the Return of the Spice Girls LAST concert!!! It was on a Sunday... I couldnt go anyway... if it wasn't for the stupid restaurant, I would have gone FOR SURE~!!! Now to think of it... I kinda regret... I should have BEGGED my parents to let me go and should have gotten a ride NO MATTER WHAT I had to do in order to get to Air Canada... and pay NO MATTER what the price was for the tickets... sigh... now I've missed the ONE AND ONLY chance to see the 5 girls again reunited in 10 years!!!! I remember when they were the TOP of the world, I was so in love with the Spice Girls, I used to collect their stickers, handbooks, posters, biographies, stationaries etc... and I still am and still have the handbook and stationaries ^^ and I remember when Geri left, I was devastated (tho Im a fan of Emma, but I was still sad about Geri leaving...) I never knew the reason she left.. until I watched the Giving you Everything - Spice Girls on youtube... Even when Geri left, I still loved the girls... I remembered their first album of just the 4 of them "Goodbye" was also a big hit... the song goodbye was so good~ I'm was so happy to hear that they're getting back together in 10 years... such a BIG news... hehe I used to know the lyrics to MOST of their songs... Wannabe, Say you'll be there, Mama, 2 Become 1, Too Much, Spice up your Life, Viva Forever, Stop just to name a few...

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I've just started actual typing in the last 2 hours (at 4am)... I didnt have time to type over the weekend, I was just reading the articles and highlighting the points during work... Once I got to 109, I quickly got down to business... now I'm only on page 2 =.= 2 more pages to go... and it's now 6:00am haha... how much more time I need to spend to get this finished leh?

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I wanted to buy a drink before I go to my class... when I inserted the tooney into the vending machine... it wouldnt show the price that I've put in... and when I pushed the button thingy that releases the coins you've put, there was nothing... the stupid machine ate my $2!!! No fair lor... I was soo sad... what a waste of $2... note to self lor, next time when I want to buy a drink, don't go to a vending machine, rather walked 5 more mins to where I can actually buy the drink from a cashier... =.=


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So happy that I will get my new Juicy glasses tmr laaaa~!!! ^^ Yay... I wonder if I'll get used to my new look hehe xDD

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Second class of Hip Hop... we didnt continue the moves from our last class... we learned new ones today... and today's class wasnt as intense as the first class... didnt sweat as much... but moves today seemed kinda funny and weird... the part where we do this swim hand thing with our legs... haha we looked stupid... no offense :P

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Oh shietz, my assignment is due tmr and I havent even started yet... sigh I've just been working working and working this weekend, and when I got to the apartment, I was too tired to think and stuff... so I fell asleep... I guess I gotta pull a all nighter tonight!!! ><

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I love this song so much...

愛在記憶中找你(歲月風雲插曲)

作曲：鄧智偉 作詞：張美賢 編曲：JOHNNY YIM 監製：舒文 @ZOO MUSIC

我對你 這一生 哪個可比
我與你 差一些 永遠一起
邂逅時間場地 似連場好戲
要自何頁說起 Wow Ho

愛太重 深呼吸 欠缺空氣
愛太美輕輕的 卻載不起
愛情來到時候 似明媚天氣
它走了 突然驟變雪落雨飛

*如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你
連遇上亦要躲避
無非想放下你 還是掛念你
誰又會及我傷悲
前事最怕有人提起 就算怎麼伸盡手臂
我們亦有一些距離*

你太遠 該怎麼 說對不起
你太近 一轉身 卻已高飛
快樂也許太短 似場流星雨
一眨眼 就如幻覺怕又記起
REPEAT**

我情願我狠心憎你 我還在記憶中找你