11 Sick...

I hate being sick... Just when I want someone to take care of me and to be with me while I'm sick... I just have to be alone... Having a so-called bf is like having no one now... Friends and hang out time are more important... Maybe he will do it during the first few months or so of going out... but now... after many things have happened, and even though he says he still likes me... (notice the word like and not love) he's not acting like he still likes me... his actions... are... cold... maybe sometimes warm, but only sometimes... not always... isn't being together supposed to be warm and sweet and caring??? I'm not feeling anything...